poems, thoughts, diary entries. etc.

Monday, January 18, 2010

what's best for me


confusion.


there's so much going on
in my heart.


there's the one that's always loved me,
then the one i've always loved.


i'm beginning to have feelings for
the one i shouldn't be
forbidden love- yes, it's hard.
am i barking up the wrong tree?


he'll never love me again
i hurt him too much
but there will always be a piece of my heart
dedicated to him.
am i barking up the wrong tree?


we could never commit that wrong


i'm not what i used to be
there's this burn in my heart
for someone who'll love me
but i'll never be the girl
for the one who always will


there's that pain in my heart
i wouldn't want that done to me
but on the other hand
i need what's best for me


who's the one who'll do
everything i want?
who's the one who'll be
everything i've ever dreamed of?
who's the one who'll do
anything for me?
who's the one who'll feel
the same way as me?
which one will create that fire in my heart?
the one of my dreams.

1 comment: